Tuesday, July 31, 2012

like a bird

Sitting outside looking at a busy street
Watching people walking, talking
Rain keeps pouring heavy seems like the gods were angry.
 Strong winds swaying my hair
And here am I thinking...
 What kind of life am I living
 it seems like I am nothing
 Feeling worthless yet here am I
 Sitting... thinking...
 Why am I like this?
What am I doing right here?

 I saw a young bird leaping on the ground
 Trying to fly yet can't seem to go to high
never giving up despite the wind and rain
 It's all alone yet so strong...
Then I started thinking...
 How I wish I could be that bird
Trying hard despite of everything
Doing things just by him
Never giving up nor hiding..

If only I have guts to fly
not ever wondering what's ahead
If only I could learn to struggle on my own
Not getting scared being all alone
 If only I...
 Would stop thinking...
What am I doing right now?
Why am I like this...
Living a life so worthless
Thinking I am nothing
 If only I could just think
That God has a purpose for me
That God would never leave me
All I have to do is pray...
That someday...
like a bird I can fly away

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Fool To Love Again

I hate this feeling
Deep inside my heart
It's the feeling that I once
Thought had already gone.
Now I'm scared...
for the feelings I tried to forget
seems coming back again

I'm going crazy!
How could this happened again?
It's like I'm a fool who thought love has end.
But why?

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

If Only Love Goes Easily

If only love goes?
When I have loved him for years and he's the only one I've been longing for.
And from the moment I wake up he's the first thing that fill my mind
He's the one I hope to dream when I sleep.
That even wide awake my mind wanders from reality.
Having my own fantasy of you and me.

I've been so in love but felt so sad
that love was all I had.
Coz you were not mine but somebody else's
Somebody else's...
owns the heart that I've longed
Somebody... not me...
But I'm okay... I'm fine...
If only love goes easily
I can be alright as time passed by

I can only look at you and be satisfied
to see you smile and happy with her
even if it hurts this much, I'll endure
Hoping someday, you'll know my heart
even if you won't reciprocate
just let me say...
I never meant to feel this way
If only love would just go away

I know I'm such a fool...
But I can't stop my heart,
can't let it end what it's feeling
So hope you would understand
but for now just let me be
Be a fool in loving you

Coz I will be alright as time passed by
If only love goes easily

Monday, July 9, 2012

Be Clear Cleansing Foam

So here it is, my product review on Be Clear Cleansing foam of Etude House.

I bought this product almost a month ago when the cleansing foam that I was using was out of stock, so I have no choice but to try this one. Sincerely, I always have difficulties finding the right product to use since my skin is sensitively a mix of different skin types. And break outs would always be my first problem.

So after running out of Happy Tea time Cleansing foam and switching to Be clear, I experienced another set of break outs that made me upset and I was thinking maybe it's because of the change of product. It even crossed my mind to stop using it, but still since it would be a waste of money I tried enduring and thought that maybe it's just for a set of days. So in the end, I continued using it for a couple of weeks more.

On my part, I bought Etude House Be Clear Foam because my previous cleansing foam was out of stock and since I need something to temporarily replace it, I've looked at the different cleansing foams available at etude house and this is what they suggested.
Second, I've been hearing a lot of good stuffs about the effect of this product so maybe it's quite a good thing to try it once.

I always have oily sensitive skin that made it difficult for me to choose the right cleansing foam that would suit me. But before when I was still in my school days, I never had experience to have my face with lots of breakouts. It all started after graduating and taking the board, you see taking the board exam is a stressful event in a nursing life and that's were I started to have problems with my skin and it have never returned till now. 

When I started using the Happy tea time cleansing foam all those breakouts lessen but was not completely vanished and as what I have said after I stop using it, again I've seen lots on my face and I'm having it again. I also have the habit of pricking my pimples because when I just let it be and not prick it, it won't disappear in my face no matter what. 

But what's good with the Be clear cleansing foam which I replaced is... even though I have lots of pimples and even when I prick and have a scar from pricking, continued use of be clear cleansing foam made my scar whiten and even it to the color of my face. All the darken spots would disappear after weeks of using the product so in the end I don't have to worry about it.

But still... I wanted to find a good product for myself that would totally return my previous clear skin. So if anyone would suggest anything. please do add it in the comment.

Thanks for reading.... ^^

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