Daffodils... So beautiful... But could convey so many meaning...What does it really symbolizes???? Echo... Why can't it say what it really feel?? Why did you keep on staying hidden????
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Everybody Hurts Someday
Don't know, don't know if I can do this on my own
Why do you have to leave me?
It seems I'm losing something deep inside of me
Hold on, hold onto me
Now I see, now I see
Everybody hurts some days
It's OK to be afraid
Everybody hurts, everybody screams
Everybody feels this way and that's ok
Sunday, September 25, 2011
What you say can hurt...
Saturday, September 17, 2011
I don't have the Heart
Can't Cry Hard Enough
I'm gonna live my life
Like every day's the last
Without a simple goodbye
It all goes by so fast
And now that you've gone
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
Gonna open my eyes
And see for the first time
I let go of you like
A child letting go of his kite
There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
Gonna look back in vain
And see you standing there
When all that remains
Is an empty chair
And now that you've gone
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
And now that you've gone
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Can You Reach My Friend?
I got a call from an old friend
We laughed about how things had changed
But I could tell things weren't going as well
as he claim
He tried to hide his feelings
But they only gave him away
The longer I listened,
The more I kept wishing that
I knew the right words to say
Can You reach my friend ?
Bring his searching to an end
Lord, I know you love him
Sunday, September 4, 2011
I Can't Make You Love Me
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me
Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
‘Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
‘Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
Ain't no use in crying, baby.
I know no matter what I do nor what I say, you're feelings for me will remain the same, just a girl who will always watch you at your back. It's hard to have this feelings but no matter what, I can't make you love me just like you can't stop me from loving you. So I'll wait here in this corner till the day my heart forgets you and you will no longer be there when I'll close my eyes...
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
When I See You Smile
If I'd ever make it through,
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue
'Cause sometimes it seems
This world's closing in on me,
And there's no way of breaking free
And I see you reach out for me
Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in,
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you, baby
And everything's alright,
Everything's alright
Sunday, August 28, 2011
I'm Your Beloved
who created the heveans
Lord it was your hand
That put the stars in their place
Lord it was your voice
That commands the morning
even oceans and their waves
bow at your feet
Lord who am I
compared to your glory Oh Lord
Lord who am I compared to your majasty
Chorus
I'm your beloved
Your creation
and you love me as I am
Yo have called me chosen
for your people
Unashamed to call me your own
I'm your beloved
Lord it was you
Who created the heavans
Lord it was your hand
that put the stars in their place
Lord it was your voice
that commands the morning
even oceans and their waves
bow at your feet
Lord who am I
Compared to glory Oh Lord
Lord who am I
Compared to your majasty
(Chorus)
I am your beloved one
oh yea
one you've called chosen
woa woa
I'm your beloved
Your Creation
and you love me as i am
you have called me chosen
for your kingdom
Unashamed to call me your own
I'm your beloved
Thursday, August 25, 2011
The Art Of Letting Go
Mikaila - The Art Of Letting Go
Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believe in a love forever more
How do you leave it in a drawer?
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go..
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Inspirational/Religious Songs
I Can Only Imagine by Mercy Me
Believe in Me by Demi Lovato
Demi Lovato - Believe In Me
trying to compete with everyone else
instead of just being me
I don’t know where to turn
I’ve been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
instead of always being weak
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Cry of an Unrequited Love
Unrequited Love ... For Him
These are the words I wanted to tell him... But eventually, these words would always remain hidden in my heart and only in these songs could I express how I feel...
Wouldn't Change A Thing by Demi Lovato ft. Stanfour
---- No matter how you see me or even though I'm invincible to you...
---- Even if she's the only one for you and I'm just a simple girl at the side...
---- I wouldn't change a thing
The Art of Letting Go
----- It's just hard to let you go... I don't know why?
----- Even though I've tried so many times, but every time I do
----- I wasn't just successful because the more I push my self, the more I just keep on falling...
----- I guess it's just so hard to let go of someone, who from the beginning was never yours
----- And never even once will ever be...
Pain In My Heart
----- I just could explain this pain I'm feeling.
----- Because of this love, this heart I can't help but be foolish.
----- I hate the feeling but the feeling wouldn't just go away easy.
When I see you Smile
----- Seeing you smile, I feel that my day is bright.
----- But sadly, those smiles are not mine.
----- I could only wished that it was for me and appreciate it in a distance.
----- But no matter what, just keep smiling. Even if it's not for me, even if it never even once.
Can't Cry Hard Enough
----- I'm crying... Can you even hear me?
----- I've always tried to be strong in front of you, have you noticed?
----- I've always hoped, that even once could I lean on your shoulder and cry.
----- Can I tell you my pain? Can I cry Hard enough without being ashamed?
I Don't Have the Heart
----- I know you don't love me, I can feel it.
----- But so stupid am I for hoping.
----- Hoping for something I know that is so impossible.
----- Hoping for something that requires a miracle.
----- But can you tell me this... I know my heart would be so touched. Even for once...
----- Even though it means I need to give up... I need to stop.
I Can't Make You Love Me
----- So true, no matter what I do, you're heart won't even budge.
----- I'll always be someone so ordinary in front of you.
----- I'll always be someone who could only watch you from afar, someone who could
----- only follow from your back.
----- Someone who could only hope... Because I can't really make you love me.
Wouldn't Change A Thing by Demi Lovato
His mind is somewhere far away,
And I don't know how to get there,
It's like,
(She's way too serious)
All he wants is to chill out,
(She's always in a rush)
He makes me wanna pull all my hair out,
(And interrupting)
Like he doesn't even care,
(Like she doesn't even care)
You,
me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
She's always trying to save the day
Just wanna let my music play
She's all or nothing
But my feelings never change
(Why, do you try to read my mind?)
I try to read her mind
(It's not good to psychoanalyze)
She tries to pick a fight
To get attention
That's what all of my friends say
(That's what all of my friends say)
You,
Me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
When I'm yes, she's no
When I hold on, he just lets go
We're perfectly imperfect
But I wouldn't change a thing, no
We're like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a
Wouldn't change a thing
Songs and Lyrics
Closing Time by Semisonic
Used in the Movie "Friends with Benefits" starring Justine Timberlake and Mila Kunis.Pocketful of Sunshine by Natasha Bedingfield
From the movie "Easy A" starring Emma Stone
Anime/ Drama OST
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
wondering
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Secret Garden
The drama tells the story of Kim Joo Won (Hyun Bin), an arrogant and eccentric CEO who maintains the image of seeming perfection, and Gil Ra Im (Ha Ji Won), a poor and humble stuntwoman whose beauty and body are the object of envy amongst top actresses. Their accidental meeting, when Joo Won mistakes Ra Im for actress Park Chae Rin, marks the beginning of a tense, bickering relationship, through which Joo Won tries to hide a growing attraction to Ra Im that both confuses and disturbs him. To complicate matters further, a strange sequence of events results in them swapping bodies.
Cast
Hyun Bin as Kim Joo Won
Ha Ji Won as Gil Ra Im
Yoon Sang Hyun as Choi Woo Young/Oska (Joo Won’s cousin)
Kim Sa Rang as Yoon Seul
Lee Philip as Im Jong Soo
Lee Jong Suk as Han Tae Ssun
Yoo In Na as Im Ah Young
Kim Ji Sook as Moon Yeon Hong
Park Joon Geum as Moon Boon Hong
Trailer
- dramacrazy - secret garden
- mysoju - secret garden
- dramasub - secret garden
- youtube - secret garden ( I put here my own playlist in youtube and the videos are owned by asiandramasubs and unknown carrot. Thanks to them =p )
what's the title of a romantic movie that you've seen that until now you haven't get over with???
what's the title of a romantic movie that you've seen that until now you haven't get over with???
Answer here
if your to choose your element, fire, water, earth or air, what would it be?? why???
if your to choose your element, fire, water, earth or air, what would it be?? why???
Answer here
Saturday, April 9, 2011
easy
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
What is your favorite movie when you were a child???
What is your favorite movie when you were a child???
Answer here
Monday, February 14, 2011
the world is at it's best.... fake
you'll never know the people who treat you with honesty...
i wonder why so many people hate each other
and why so many people ignore each other...
but i'd rather ignore the people whom i don't like, than to give them a smile yet inside of you, it pains a lot...
xit!!! plastic people...
FAKE
yeah! it's hard to please everyone...
cause some are stupid naive... they are so pathetic that they only believe and listen on what they feel...
they are so crazy... stupid damn people... i hate them...
don't they realized that they are also hurting someone...
can't they be sensitive enough to feel what the others feel...
****** xit...
i hate them so much....
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.................
when will you realize that others can also feel the pain???
it's not only you....
don't be selfish...
don't be stupid...
xit xit xit....
i know you are all in pain...
you feel hurt...
but don't blame others about your pain...
don't be so so selfish... don't share your pain to others...
why don't you just keep it yourself.... or just show that pain to the person who hurt you...
don't be so damn...
others don't deserve that pain that you feel...
shocking Love/ power of Love
Well it's not surprising at first b'coz I know now a days it's already a trend for teens. But what really shocked me was... the two contestants in that show, well... I've heard something about that before but I never had figured out to myself that it really does exist and someone could even said it in the open.
College Girl had an affair with a man 30 years older
I couldn't believe at first that such a beautiful girl would have a relationship with a guy who is 30 years older than her, b'coz in a normal way that would have been the age of her father. And also that guy has his own family. It's happening now... I know... college students having an affair with married guys. So while watching that show, I really focus my attention to what would be the girl's reason. She know that the guy has his own family and even though she loved the guy would that be enough reason to have an affair with that guy?? Wow! I can't believe it! Didn't she think about the family, that she might destroy it or something? Or didn't she thought about her own life, that her relationship with the guy is not acceptable to society and even in the bible?? I'm not against with the girl or what, but it's just like its a stupid thing. Well... even others would say that she had been crazy but the thing is she had the reason for doing it and even though others would criticize I guess she didn't regret anything she did coz I know she did it because of too much love for the guy. But her reason just keep me on wondering... is love really like that??? It's absurd... I can't believe how love could be like that. After sharing her story, I guess I slightly understand her for being like that and then after I had a slight admiration for her b'coz at least even after what happened she had learn to correct her every mistakes.
The guy in his 20s' married an old woman
The other story was of the guy who is still in his 20's where I thought at first impregnated a college student like him but I was wrong, his wife was older than him, I guess the lady was about 50 or 60's above or something and the most surprising thing was the woman had already five children. At that moment, I realized that in love age and status really doesn't matter and love could always put a person into something that you never thought that you would do. Our helper even said that the guy was stupid and crazy, she even said that the guy was like jumping in a cliff and hanging his self for having that relationship with that woman. But... we could not judge them if they really love each other. Well... after watching that show I just questioned myself...
What's in love that people are being stupid??
What's in love that it conquered the power of the mind???
What's in love that it's so mysterious??
What's in love that I can't understand it???
Fairy tale Fantasies
4/4/09 2:03 pm
as a little child, I'd always fancy princesses in there nice gowns and shoes, enormous castles standing above the hill overlooking a great wonder but above that all what I've dreamed a lot was the true love they had experienced and there happily ever after life with their prince charming.
5/12/09
I was always been amazed by the true beauty of true love in fairy tales. Of how divine it was. I fancy how a princess would find her true love in just a simple meeting, of how true love would show them who there prince charmings would be. I adore the mystery of how true love would guide someone to find their lost love in just a slight touch in the hand and tell that his really the right one. I am thrilled by how love would last forever and love only one person. That's the true love I've been dreaming of, the true love that I know, the true love that I believed that would be,and a true love with happily ever after.
The true love that could only happened in fairy tales and fantasy but never in reality...?
key of emotions
Easy to read by others, coz in just a glimpse the sentiment could all break free.
My mask was taken and everything was put in the open.
Immature as they say but eventhough I tried hard to be the opposite,
it's just as impossible as reaching the moon, coz this is me.
When I'm happy, I smile;
when it's sad, I cry
Laugh at every joke
at times get angry when poke
when mocked by others, I get even.
Kept quiet when my mind is in query
when I'm in fear I'm in adrenaline
It's easy for me to show a tear especially when my heart's in affliction.
But there's something in me that I'm expert to hide
It's the feeling of love that I've felt inside
Coz for me...
It's better not to say how "I love you"
But only show how much "I care for you"
Coz in that way, it would be easier to say...
"Goodbye your on your way!"
I'll forget about you by the way
But I know memories will remain
Hidden in a treasure box with chain.
But it could never be open once again
Sunday, February 13, 2011
What's your favorite movie quote?
Life will knock you down but we can choose whether or not to get back up-- from karate kid (jackie chan)
“I’m going to keep going until I succeed — or die. Don’t think I don’t know how this might end.
I’ve known it for years.” — Harry Potter
If you could move to any foreign country, where would you move to?
There's lots... but I think it would be London or Korea (Seoul)
lost in my heart
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Friday, February 11, 2011
Pain In My Heart by Neocolors
And let my mind just fly you to the end.
Thoughts of you still linger in my memory
Wondering why my life is not that fair.
I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
Oh I can't believe, you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don't want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart
Talkin' to my self, for reasons I can't find.
Findin' out why everything went wrong.
Tears fallin' down on my cheeks,
That I've been tryin' to hold.
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don't want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart
(Instrumental)
I just can't believe, you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don't want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart,
And I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don't want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Closing Time by Semisonic
And let you out into the world
Closing time, turn all of the lights on
Over every boy and every girl
Closing time, one last call for alcohol
So finish your whiskey or beer
Closing time, you don't have to go home
But you can't stay here
I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
Take me home
Closing time, time for you to go out
To the places you will be from
Closing time, this room won't be open
Till your brothers or your sisters come
So gather up your jackets, move it to the exits
I hope you have found a friend
Closing time, every new beginning
Comes from some other beginning's end
I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
Take me home
Closing time, time for you to go out
To the places you will be from
I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
Take me home
I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
Take me home
Closing time, every new beginning
Comes from some other beginning's end....
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
What a life
There's just a lot of challenges!
The need to be prepared for whatever comes next is a must for me now. But how can I do that??
I just don't know where to start and what to do. It's been a mess that I don't know what to grab and clean first. My mind is so blank that there's no ready plan for it and it's so crazy that even though I have thought of this since... but still working on what I should do is just so hard. I need to start with this and I have to do it soon.
But then... Strategic planning doesn't always work with what we call "LIFE" sometimes there's just a lot of surprises going our way that what we have planned will need to be change in a blink of an eye.
*sigh*** what a life.......
Pocketful Of Sunshine by Natasha Bedingfield
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh
Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place
I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh
I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Wish that you could but you ain't gonna own me
Do anything you can to control me, oh, oh no
Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place
There's a place that I go that nobody knows
Where the rivers flow and I call it home
And there's no more lies in the darkness there's light
And nobody cries, there's only butterflies
Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place
Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place
Take me away
(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place
(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)
To better days take me away
Take me away
(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place
(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)
Take me away, a hiding place
The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright
The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright
I Can Only Imagine by Mercy Me
What it will be like
When I walk
By Your side...
I can only imagine
What my eyes will see...
When Your face
Is before me...
I can only imagine
{Chorus}:
Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for You Jesus or in awe of You be still?
Will I stand in Your presence or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine...
I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself
Standing in the Son
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship You
I can only imagine
Who Am I by CASTING CROWNS
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.
Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
Cause I am yours..
I am yours..