If Only Love Goes Easily

If only love goes?
When I have loved him for years and he's the only one I've been longing for.
And from the moment I wake up he's the first thing that fill my mind
He's the one I hope to dream when I sleep.
That even wide awake my mind wanders from reality.
Having my own fantasy of you and me.

I've been so in love but felt so sad
that love was all I had.
Coz you were not mine but somebody else's
Somebody else's...
owns the heart that I've longed
Somebody... not me...
But I'm okay... I'm fine...
If only love goes easily
I can be alright as time passed by


I can only look at you and be satisfied
to see you smile and happy with her
even if it hurts this much, I'll endure
Hoping someday, you'll know my heart
even if you won't reciprocate
just let me say...
I never meant to feel this way
If only love would just go away

I know I'm such a fool...
But I can't stop my heart,
can't let it end what it's feeling
So hope you would understand
but for now just let me be
Be a fool in loving you

Coz I will be alright as time passed by
If only love goes easily

words left unspoken

Sometimes we have somethings that we would like to say to someone,

 feelings we wanted to verbalized or thoughts that we left unspoken. 

We tend to keep it to ourselves and hoped that someday, 

somehow those emotions that we had kept would be noticed by the person

 that those messages where intended to, even if it was all hidden in silenced.

 Hoping that, even though it was kept wordless and unsaid,

 the actions or gestures that expressed those feelings 

would be noticed by that special person in your life, 

that even in though simple gestures it would be clear to him/her how you feel. 

But I know also that no matter how you tried to show it...

there are just some people who were to blind to see and to noticed

so I wanted to put in this page... all the things I wanted to tell you

but these words, I can't tell it to you up front because of too many reasons...

and also I know that even though I put it here... you won't be able to find it

or know that it's me... 

But if you do find it... I would be happy... coz even though I'm

UNKNOWN to you... at least I have delivered what my heart wanted to say for so long...