What is your favorite movie when you were a child???

What is your favorite movie when you were a child???

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the world is at it's best.... fake

the world is still at it's best...

you'll never know the people who treat you with honesty...
i wonder why so many people hate each other
and why so many people ignore each other...

but i'd rather ignore the people whom i don't like, than to give them a smile yet inside of you, it pains a lot...
xit!!! plastic people...

FAKE

yeah! it's hard to please everyone...
cause some are stupid naive... they are so pathetic that they only believe and listen on what they feel...
they are so crazy... stupid damn people... i hate them...
don't they realized that they are also hurting someone...
can't they be sensitive enough to feel what the others feel...

****** xit...

i hate them so much....

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.................

when will you realize that others can also feel the pain???
it's not only you....
don't be selfish...
don't be stupid...
xit xit xit....

i know you are all in pain...
you feel hurt...
but don't blame others about your pain...
don't be so so selfish... don't share your pain to others...

why don't you just keep it yourself.... or just show that pain to the person who hurt you...

don't be so damn...
others don't deserve that pain that you feel...

shocking Love/ power of Love

Earlier this afternoon, I was watching one of the lunch time show in the television. It was a noontime game and variety show and in one of their game, featured people who were fresh grad but who already had babies and maybe already married.
Well it's not surprising at first b'coz I know now a days it's already a trend for teens. But what really shocked me was... the two contestants in that show, well... I've heard something about that before but I never had figured out to myself that it really does exist and someone could even said it in the open.

College Girl had an affair with a man 30 years older

I couldn't believe at first that such a beautiful girl would have a relationship with a guy who is 30 years older than her, b'coz in a normal way that would have been the age of her father. And also that guy has his own family. It's happening now... I know... college students having an affair with married guys. So while watching that show, I really focus my attention to what would be the girl's reason. She know that the guy has his own family and even though she loved the guy would that be enough reason to have an affair with that guy?? Wow! I can't believe it! Didn't she think about the family, that she might destroy it or something? Or didn't she thought about her own life, that her relationship with the guy is not acceptable to society and even in the bible?? I'm not against with the girl or what, but it's just like its a stupid thing. Well... even others would say that she had been crazy but the thing is she had the reason for doing it and even though others would criticize I guess she didn't regret anything she did coz I know she did it because of too much love for the guy. But her reason just keep me on wondering... is love really like that??? It's absurd... I can't believe how love could be like that. After sharing her story, I guess I slightly understand her for being like that and then after I had a slight admiration for her b'coz at least even after what happened she had learn to correct her every mistakes.


The guy in his 20s' married an old woman

The other story was of the guy who is still in his 20's where I thought at first impregnated a college student like him but I was wrong, his wife was older than him, I guess the lady was about 50 or 60's above or something and the most surprising thing was the woman had already five children. At that moment, I realized that in love age and status really doesn't matter and love could always put a person into something that you never thought that you would do. Our helper even said that the guy was stupid and crazy, she even said that the guy was like jumping in a cliff and hanging his self for having that relationship with that woman. But... we could not judge them if they really love each other. Well... after watching that show  I just questioned myself...

What's in love that people are being stupid??
What's in love that it conquered the power of the mind???
What's in love that it's so mysterious??
What's in love that I can't understand it???

Fairy tale Fantasies

4/4/09 2:03 pm
as a little child, I'd always fancy princesses in there nice gowns and shoes, enormous castles standing above the hill overlooking a great wonder but above that all what I've dreamed a lot was the true love they had experienced and there happily ever after life with their prince charming.

5/12/09
I was always been amazed by the true beauty of true love in fairy tales. Of how divine it was. I fancy how a princess would find her true love in just a simple meeting, of how true love would show them who there prince charmings would be. I adore the mystery of how true love would guide someone to find their lost love in just a slight touch in the hand and tell that his really the right one. I am thrilled by how love would last forever and love only one person. That's the true love I've been dreaming of, the true love that I know, the true love that I believed that would be,and a true love with happily ever after.

The true love that could only happened in fairy tales and fantasy but never in reality...?

key of emotions

It's not easy to be a person full of emotions.
Easy to read by others, coz in just a glimpse the sentiment could all break free.
My mask was taken and everything was put in the open.
Immature as they say but eventhough I tried hard to be the opposite,
it's just as impossible as reaching the moon, coz this is me.
When I'm happy, I smile;
when it's sad, I cry
Laugh at every joke
at times get angry when poke
when mocked by others, I get even.
Kept quiet when my mind is in query
when I'm in fear I'm in adrenaline
It's easy for me to show a tear especially when my heart's in affliction.
But there's something in me that I'm expert to hide
It's the feeling of love that I've felt inside
Coz for me...
It's better not to say how "I love you"
But only show how much "I care for you"
Coz in that way, it would be easier to say...
"Goodbye your on your way!"
I'll forget about you by the way
But I know memories will remain
Hidden in a treasure box with chain.
But it could never be open once again

Coz the key to my heart had been thrown into emptiness...

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What's your favorite movie quote?

Life will knock you down but we can choose whether or not to get back up-- from karate kid (jackie chan)

“I’m going to keep going until I succeed — or die. Don’t think I don’t know how this might end.
I’ve known it for years.” — Harry Potter

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If you could move to any foreign country, where would you move to?

There's lots... but I think it would be London or Korea (Seoul)

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What's the origin of your name?

Sunshine

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Have you ever been fired? If so, why?

no... no job yet

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What was your favorite book as a child?

Compilation of fairy tales... especially Cinderella

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lost in my heart

I was trying to write some blogs today, digging my brain for some feelings or emotions that I could use as an inspiration. I've been thinking before I sat in front of my computer and remembered what if I write something about love... and then I tried to listen to my heart trying to feel what its beating for... I tried so hard for a long moment but there was nothing. I asked myself why can't feel anything, where did the love that I felt for him, that I have struggled so so hard for a very long time to ease away and to disregard for the sake of our friendship, why can't I feel it now? Was it totally lost now that I have already told him? Where is it now and why am I looking for it? Where is that feeling that I tried so hard to hide before? Was it all gone now that I have shed all the tears? Why do I miss it?... And now it seems I lost something important that I want to get it back... Was it already gone or is it only deeply hidden inside my heart that I couldn't felt it?

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Pain In My Heart by Neocolors

Here I am alone in this empty room,
And let my mind just fly you to the end.
Thoughts of you still linger in my memory
Wondering why my life is not that fair.

I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
Oh I can't believe, you're gone...

I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don't want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart

Talkin' to my self, for reasons I can't find.
Findin' out why everything went wrong.
Tears fallin' down on my cheeks,
That I've been tryin' to hold.
I just dunno if I could still go on.

I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.

I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don't want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart

(Instrumental)

I just can't believe, you're gone...

I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don't want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart,

And I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don't want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart

Closing Time by Semisonic

Closing time, open all the doors
And let you out into the world
Closing time, turn all of the lights on
Over every boy and every girl
Closing time, one last call for alcohol
So finish your whiskey or beer
Closing time, you don't have to go home
But you can't stay here

I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
Take me home

Closing time, time for you to go out
To the places you will be from
Closing time, this room won't be open
Till your brothers or your sisters come
So gather up your jackets, move it to the exits
I hope you have found a friend
Closing time, every new beginning
Comes from some other beginning's end

I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
Take me home

Closing time, time for you to go out
To the places you will be from

I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
Take me home

I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
I know who I want to take me home,
Take me home

Closing time, every new beginning
Comes from some other beginning's end....

What a life

I know that my life have always been difficult, full of struggles, emotionally exhausting and mind racking. Maybe... If life would be compared to downloading a file in the net, I'm not even halfway of 50% and there will be a lot of circumstances that I have to endure. For now... The need to be patient, to work even harder, and to enjoy what life has brought should what I really need to learn.

There's just a lot of challenges!

The need to be prepared for whatever comes next is a must for me now. But how can I do that??
I just don't know where to start and what to do. It's been a mess that I don't know what to grab and clean first. My mind is so blank that there's no ready plan for it and it's so crazy that even though I have thought of this since... but still working on what I should do is just so hard. I need to start with this and I have to do it soon.


But then... Strategic planning doesn't always work with what we call "LIFE" sometimes there's just a lot of surprises going our way that what we have planned will need to be change in a blink of an eye.

*sigh*** what a life.......

Pocketful Of Sunshine by Natasha Bedingfield

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Wish that you could but you ain't gonna own me
Do anything you can to control me, oh, oh no

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

There's a place that I go that nobody knows
Where the rivers flow and I call it home
And there's no more lies in the darkness there's light
And nobody cries, there's only butterflies

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

Take me away
(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place
(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)
To better days take me away
Take me away
(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place
(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)
Take me away, a hiding place

The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright
The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright

I Can Only Imagine by Mercy Me

I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By Your side...
I can only imagine
What my eyes will see...
When Your face
Is before me...
I can only imagine

{Chorus}:
Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for You Jesus or in awe of You be still?
Will I stand in Your presence or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all?

I can only imagine...

I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself
Standing in the Son
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship You
I can only imagine

Who Am I by CASTING CROWNS

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
Cause I am yours..
I am yours..

Anima Christi

Soul of Christ
Sanctify me
Body of Christ save me
Water from the side of Christ
Wash me, Passion of Christ
Give me strength

Hear me Jesus
Hide me in thy wounds
That I may never leave thy side
From all the evil that surrounds me
Defend me and when the call of death arrives
Bid me come to thee
That I may praise thee
With thy saints forever

Hear me Jesus
Hide me in thy wounds
That I may never leave thy side
From all the evil that surrounds me
Defend me and when the call of death arrives
Bid me come to thee
That I may praise thee
With thy saints forever