to many changes had come to my life and i dont know how to cope with those changes...
i keep going with the flow but sometimes go against it...
i don't know if going with it or going against it will make me a better person...
what will i do...
i can't understand anymore...
i've tried to ignore this feeling...
i've tried hard enough to change...
i've tried hard enough not be like this anymore...
i was not like who i am before...
i know i've change...
and i don't want the change that happened to me...
this caused my heart to be complicated, to be full of pain and ache...
i want to go back to my old self...
happy to be alone...
contented to simple things that happened everyday...
but stupid ....
....... what happened to my life....
.......i wanted to be me...
i wanted to be who i am...
i'm sick of feeling pain...
i'm sick of feeling worried...
i'm sick of feeling silly...
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